Lie to me convice me i've been sick forever..

bleed_mascara @ 2004-11-30T15:49:00

2004-11-30T20:50:06Z

i have returned to deadjournal my sweets.

BUT-- with a new name.

www.deadjournal.com/users/loveissuicidex3

add it noooooow!!

goodbye

2004-11-11T22:49:12Z

i'm leaving deadjournal. i find it pintless to write in here cuz no one reads it. I have a livejournal so if you have one to add me!

www.livejournal.com/users/xhopethathurtsx

Goodbye loves.

Friends only Bitch!

2004-09-22T22:42:17Z

Yeah i'm making this shit friends only. Why?

cuz i feel like it.

sooooooooooooooooooo........

everyone is staying on my list so no need to ask if you can stay. <3

..and no i am not making all my previous post friends only cuz thats just a waste of time.

Narf.

2004-09-22T18:29:20Z

Well i didn't go to school today cuz i wasn't really feeling to good..soooooo my faja let me stay home :)..under the condition that i do the dishes =/ awh well i'll do them later. UUhm...pfft i must have gotten like 13 hours of sleep O_O I feel asleep at like 12:15(NEW RECORD!..lol)..and woke up at like 1:00! Damn..=D

Nothing of intrest has happened today except me sleeping...and...uhm...doing nothing. =)

Just forget me..its that simple

2004-09-21T22:08:39Z

Well today was okay. Went to school. In the morning hung out with Scott keebler and ally before hmrm. I was cold so scott gave me his hoodie to wear =)i still have it...lol..and Keebler kept going "awww you guys are so cute."..to me and scott cuz we we're holding hands lol.. Then in algerbra ashley k was all "Omg you look so cute this morning with scott."..lmfao. ;P. Anywho...uuuuhm..OOOh in theater arts we had to practice the three little pigs..lmfao...and P.J was like 'Can i sign your purse." so he did with an orange highlighter..lol..he put-"I rawk to homegrown with my pants off =)--P.J" Lmfao. haha loser. After school me and ally waited for scott and left and after i hugged/kissed him bye, me and ally we're crossing the street and she was like "blech i hate that cute stuff...its too...cute"..lmfao. hehe. Then i got home...listened to music...and cleaned my room!...i'm still kinda icky feeling so i might take a na in a few minutes. Sooo..yeah!...Bye.

P.S-- P.J rawks to homegrown with his pants off. lmfao.

Do it.

2004-09-21T01:53:00Z

copy/paste/fill out and post it on my comments thing.

What Would You do if...
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I died from natural causes:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:
I did something that you could never forgive me for:

What Do You Think Of My...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:
Decisions:

Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Rape me:
Beat me up:

I get to be the lawnmower!..

2004-09-21T01:24:47Z

Today was rather amusing. Walked to ally's house singing "If you c jordan" i had that song stuck in my head and its annoying like whoa. Went to school and walked around with el keebler and ally. Then went to homeroom. Felt blah all day, damn cold >=[ -growl-. Uhm..i was talking to P.J in math and he still has his braclet thinger from friday. o.0. Surprised it didn't like fall off when he took a shower or something. Study hall is such a waste of a period, especially when you have no hw from the previous classes...-growl-..you just sit there and stare at the wall..-.- uber boring. Health was fun..lmfao. I stole lauren's pen (IT WAS PURPLE! GAAAH!! ::falls over:: purple rawks) Anywhooo, i stole her pen and then she took my bookbag so i was attempting to take her binder..lmfao. We we;re being so loud and the teacher didn't even yell at us =D. I eventaully got her binder and she was trying to rip it out of my hands. Lmfao. then i eventually gave her her stuff back..lol. Theater arts is an awesome class!..lol...We have to like act out stuff called 'pantomines' which are actions without words...and we're in groups. I'm with P.J, Christina Figeroa, Jessica Bates, and some other chick. We have to pantomine being on vaction, being a lawnmower o.0, and the three little pigs. Lmfao its soo funny cuz i have to walk on my hands while P.J holds my feet and two people are gonna be the wheels and someones gonna be a blade of grass..lmfao. I LOVE that class. lol...oddly enough p.j was talking to me alot...lmfao. And he's like "why are you going out with scott?!"..and i was like "because i like him.."..lol..and he was like "Thats cool!" and was like 'high five!'..lmfao. He wants to sign my purse o.0. Then today after school me and ally walked to nhi's locker and saw Natasha...i haven't seen her in the longest time!..lol..And then saw scott and we all walked outside and i said bye to scott and ran up to ally and nhi and we all went back to T.J and Mr.D let us in and we talked to him for like 5 minutes until the bell rang and we left his class room and walked around..holy crap the hallways are uber small and the staircases HOLY CRAP its like "whoa so small getting claustraphobic >.<" T.J is really small compared to EHS. All the little people are so smaaaaaaaalll. Mrs. Persson was really surprised to see us. Pfft..alll the teachers were..lol...Idk it was cool. We saw Couch. AWWWH..lol..he's so adorable like whoa. He's all short...pfft he needs too stop growing or he won't be able to fit into the lockers in EHS >=). Then i walked home and slept for an uber long time. :)

Now i am here bored.

bleed_mascara @ 2004-09-19T18:58:00

2004-09-19T22:57:13Z

you know you love the new layout!..woo!

lol

=(

2004-09-19T16:24:45Z

-growl-

i don't feel good. damn you col!! >=|
my nose (only ONE nostril!) is stuffed up.
my throat hurts.
i have headache. =(
i might lay in bed all day.
Scott wanted to hang out today. Don't think i can. =(
Sorry.
Now i am off to go to sleep!..or just lay there and not fall asleep.

I'll shine for you

2004-09-19T03:06:19Z

MATCHBOOK ROMANCE

"In Transit (For You)"

Dream baby for me
I'll be waiting here for you
Pack your things, fly to me
[S.c.a.t.t.e.r] me across the sky
I'll shine all night
And just like a
[s.t.a.r]
I'll fall for you

Baby if you want me to
I'd do
[a.n.y.t.h.i.n.g]
for you
Just say the words and I'd [give you the world]
Yeah, but that's not good enough

Starlit sea will be our dance floor
And birds will sing our song
And your scars, your scars will heal
For You

Baby if you want me to
I'd do
[a.n.y.t.h.i.n.g]
for you
Just say the words and I'd [give you the world]
Yeah, but that's not good enough

And Baby if you wanted me to, why not say so
Let me go cause I cant
[s.h.i.n.e]
bright enough for you

I [s.h.i.n.e] for you

I
[f.a.l.l]
Dream baby
for me
I'll be waiting here for you

bleed_mascara @ 2004-09-18T22:18:00

2004-09-19T02:16:53Z

wow this looks fucked up.

i'll fix it later.

Cross my heart and hope to die.

2004-09-18T19:47:51Z

Well yesterday was like whoa! Went to the rexplex show with col, saw some bands and played DDR. :). First when we got there we didn't see anyone so we played DDR; then we saw P.J and he's like "HEY ITS TINY!.."..lmfao. He was with a few of his friends and yeah then he walked away and me and col went to go see some band that was playing (A day at the fair?) Yeah and the after we saw then we walked around and i played DDR again. Haha when i was playing..uhm..i forgot what song..some guy kept tapping my hand cuz it was on the bar.. -.- reminded me of barbara. And then when i was playing sync they were like banging the table to the beat. lmfao. that fucked me up. then i played matsuri japan<3 i beat it..lol..then me and col watched some other bands and uhm switched shoes. =) i had one of her shoes one and she had one of mine one..lol XD

haha. We saw LOTS of people.(Nathalie; Vince; P.J; Luke; Manny; Greg; and others.)

And Home grown was THE BEST!...they so fucking rawk my ~~sox~~ pants off man! =D

Lol. Nat wants me to go see Kittie with her. I hope i can go. I love kittie. :)

On another note: Chris is an asshole. =)

Good day

Oh yeah. Here are some pics from yesterday.

whOa! whose that sexy biatch! -growl- lmfao.

people downstairs! :)

@#$%&%^#$& WHATS THAT ?! ITS SO SEXY!

hubba hubba. meOw..lmfao.

me and col are professional stalkers..lmfao. She took a pic of a table full of hawt guys...lmfao

and here are some random pics of meeeeeee and the new hair (yeah i know i'm late):

ewwwwwww

whoa.

I'm sooooo emo. Kill me now.

LOOKS ITS ME!!...lmfao. Steve says I'm hawt. :)

haha...mhm

2004-09-17T02:24:54Z

Today was..lol..=D. I hung out with Scott. Mhm..haha. hahaha. We went to Celia's and talked to her for a bit...then we just walked around..and uhm..we got laura...and went to 7-11. and then we went to the park..and then..lol. We walked to her house and then to her other house...and after we were walking and got tired and sat on the curb and yeah...haha. Poor laura. XD I'm not gonna get into details *wink, wink*....haha.

=D

Then we waited for his dad outside laura's house and yeah..lol.

I had another great day.

XDDDDD

bleed_mascara @ 2004-09-16T01:13:00

2004-09-16T05:13:18Z

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<lj-cut text="OOH another survey!">f i r s t s & l a s t s
First best friend: idk!
First real kiss: uuuuh
First screen name: knucklehead5490
First self purchased album: idk...
First funeral: none
First pets: a kittie named mugsy...he died :(
First piercing/tattoo: i had my ears peirced when i was like a few months old.
First credit card: HAHAHA yeah right.
First enemy: i have way too many of those to know who was first
First big trip: uhh...summer before 8th grade i went to N.C
First music you remember hearing in your house: some old rap
Last cigarette: idk..
Last car ride: the other day...maybe...who cares?
Last good cry: mmmnever
Last library book checked out: mmm idk
Last movie seen in theater: uh.without a paddle
Last beverage drank: coke
Last food consumed: uh a sandwich
Last phone call: laura
Last time showered: this morning
Last shoes worn: my vans
Last item bought: fries at lunch
Last annoyance: SCHOOL
Last time wanting to die: idk..the other day?
Last time scolded: wtf is a scolded?

r e l a t i o n s h i p s
01. who are your best friends? laura and col
02. do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? =)

f a s h i o n | s t u f f
01. where is your favorite place to shop? idk
02. any tattoos or piercings? i WISH i had tattoos...

s p e c i f i c s
01. do you do drugs? no
02. what kind of shampoo do you use? uuhhh...v05 something..
03. what are you most scared of? spiders and clowns and that dude from the 6 flags commercial >.<
04. what are you listening to right now? The Early November-"Just Enough"
05. where do you want to get married? idk?..somewhere tropical
06. how many buddies are online right now? lemme go check...21
07. what would you change about yourself? uhm..idk

f a v o r i t e s
01. color: purple!
02. food: mac&cheese
03. boys' names: (coheed) this chick stole our names col!
04. girls' names: (cambria)<<the chick that i stole this survey from stole our names col!
05. subjects in school: LUNCH!
06. animals: cats
07. sports: DDR!.hahahahha
08. perfume: lilu
09. cologne: idk!

h a v e | y o u | e v e r
01. given anyone a bath? no..lmfao
02. smoked? yeah
03. bungee jumped? no
04. skinny dipped? no
05: been in love? nope
06. made yourself cry to get out of trouble? no..lol
07. pictured your crush naked? no thats just uhm wrong..lol
08. actually seen your crush naked? ew no way
09. cried when someone died? uh..idk
10. lied? i just improve the truth
11. fallen for your best friend? uh..no
12. been rejected? yeah
13. rejected someone? no
14. used someone? no
15. done something you regret? yeah

c u r r e n t
clothes: uh a shirt and pants..lol
music: jac off jill // creep
make-up: eyeliner
annoyance: tiredness
smell: air
favorite artist: rufio!
desktop picture: some hawt guy from bend it like beckam...
cd in player: idk!
dvd in player: idk!
color of toenails: black...

l a s t | p e r s o n
you touched: idk
hugged: Jarret..lol
you imed: evan
you kissed: ---

a r e | y o u
understanding: sure?
open-minded: very much so
arrogant: no
insecure: idk
interesting: sure?
hungry: hells yes!
smart: not at all
moody: sometimes
hardworking: HAH
organized: pfft..
healthy: yeah
shy: yeah
bored easily: oh yes
responsible: if i feel like it
obsessed: no
angry: no
sad: no
disappointed: nah
happy: chyeah!
hyper: mhm
trusting: yesm
talkative: yep
legal: nope

w h o | d o | y o u | w a n n a
kill: AVRIL and *cough*
slap: evan...mwhaha
look like: someone pretty?

w h i c h | i s | b e t t e r
coke or pepsi: coke
flowers or candy: candyyyyy
tall or short: tall

r a n d o m
in the morning i am: tired
all i need is: food
love is: dumb
i dream about: you ;)
what do you notice first: eyes
last person you danced with: i don't dance..lol
who makes you laugh the most: laura
who makes you smile: idk
who gives you a funny feeling when you see them: lol..idk!
who do you have a crush on: Scott ;)

d o | y o u | e v e r
sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone to IM you: uhm no..lol
wish you were a member of the opposite sex: chyeah.
wish you were younger: older. not younger.

n u m b e r
of times i have had my heart broken: 234567434567 xinfinity..lol
of hearts i have broken: one
of guys i've kissed: ...100+100-200= <b>0</b>
of girls i've kissed: none
of continents i have lived in: uno
of tight friends: 2
of cds i own: idk
of scars on body: alot

=D

2004-09-16T00:06:57Z

i am having THE GREATEST day EVER.

You kiss me, then diss me but now you say you miss me..

2004-09-15T19:09:58Z

Dude i could possibly be the happiest person alive! hahaha. Today was uberly great. Lets seeeee i was so happy in the morning and now i am happier. OH gee! OKAY..::takes deep breath:: I'm going to the show with col friday and...dun dun dun..P.J is going...woo!..haha..i'm so happy !!...haha.. *cough*..

Nothing really interesting happened today except theater arts and talking to people and lunch and uuuhmm me ignoring ashley a and k. HAHAHA. I'm evil. I was talking to P.J and was like "You skateboard?" and he was like "Yeah.." and i was like "Yeah my friend Scott is teaching me how to skate tommorow.."..and he was like "Who scott kaschek?...he sucks."...hahahahahahahaha..lmfao. I wanna see scott skate now. Everyone says he sucks...hahahahaha. Lmfao.

I am so happy. This is like uberly weird cuz i am usally so friggin emo/sad. hahahahaha.

Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

You a lush and i hate it.

2004-09-15T01:04:40Z

Well i have been way to lazy to update. Nothing really interesting has happened in the past two days. Uhmm..today..i went to school..and..did some stuff..almost fell asleep in w.history..gdi i hate that class. After school i went home with keebler cuz SOMEBODY went home early *cough*cough*. Anywho..i got home..and..uhm was talking to scott on the comp and he's gonna teach me how to skate...haha..thats gonna be funny. Mhm. lol..he called me..that was kinda..odd. Eventhough he sounds uberly hawt on the phone. haha. Then i called Celia...and i fell asleep. ooo sleep. Now i am here. I..need to do my hmwk....grr.

bleed_mascara @ 2004-09-12T20:24:00

2004-09-13T00:25:16Z

i need to stop being so god damn emo.

If god dies...i'm gonna steal your glasses!

2004-09-12T23:48:10Z

Welp these past few days have been interesting:

Friday; School. I now own Lauren, Scott, and P.J -squee-. I made alittle chinese throwing star thinger in study hall and wrote 'tiny owns you' on it and P.J wanted it and i was like "k but i own you now." and he's like "Thats cool, Tiny." haha..lmfao. Yeah. After school i went to the mall with laura and Jazmin. I had an awesome time except for the fact that i kinda felt like throwing up but not a problem!..haha. Me and Barbara switched shoes for like 10 minutes. i LOVE her shoes!...haha. They were too loose though...and she does this awesome thingy like that chick from street fighter..lol. And i am her mini me. =P. Yeah. I played DDR mucho times. hehe. Yeah i saw lauren, kat, and col there. Lauren was dress so slutty-ish. Living up to her name ;P. hehe. YEah we were like all outside waiting for laura's sister to come and i got 3 hugs from Scott. He gives AWESOME hugs. I think i like him again. But no..I'm not gonna..he likes...ugh..lauren. Grrrrrrr. idk...Yeah and the car ride driving Barbara home was awesome!..haha. Japanese techno rawks...lol..::car swirves side to side::"WE"RE GONNA DIE!"..lmfao. YEah and then i went to Celia's house and slept over. FUUN!..lol. Uhm so yeah.

Saturday; was still at Celia's we slept until like 3 and hung out all day. We walked to gamestop and when we we're walking back we saw lindsey and tracy and they like all hate ashley good now and ashly told her mom she was at celia's and she wasn't so we all went to ashley's house like asking for ashley and they were all like "She said she was with you!"..lmfao. We think she got in trouble. Then after me and celia went to BK and i was like skateboarding in the parking lot. I can actually skate without falling...haha. And we got free pizza and garlic knots!...woo!...and then we wenty back to her house and he little brother kept threating me cuz i threw his action figure. lmfao. i <3 her little brother he is so cuute!..lmfao. Then we started playing blackout and jumping around to some ska. It was fun.

Today; Went to Menlo with Tracy and Celia. We hung out with Mat and yeah. It was interesting..lol..he is so hot. But he likes Celia..and she likes him. ::sigh::..idk..i said to her that eventhough i kinda like him that she should go out with him. I mean what else am i supposed to say 'back off cuz i like him?"..no i'm not gonna be a bitch like that. Even though its eating away at me and bugging the hell out of me. I'm not even gonna tell her it bugs me. But anywho..we went really deep into the back hallways and Mat's pants fell...lmfao. Then he had to leave and we we;re bored and eventually left. I had fun. I am uber tired and have ALOT on my mind.

I need to talk to someone. But all my dumb little problems make no sense and even if i tryed to talk to someone they won't listen. -sigh-

my foots asleep!

2004-09-10T05:08:51Z

About You...
What's your name?: Colleen
Got any nicknames?: Tiny
How old are you?: 14
Whens your Birthday?: 5/5/90
Got any Siblings?: yes
If so, What are their names?: ugh..Patrick, Mike, Joe, Josie, Shannon, Jenn, Steph
Where do you reside?: Edison
What school do you go to?: EHS
Where do you work?: nowhere
What do you do at work?: ----
Got any piercings?: yes
If so, Where?: ears
Got any tattoos?: nope
If so where?: ----
How tall are you?: 5'2
What color hair do you have?: black and pink
What color eyes do you have?: brown
Do you consider youself Pretty?: sometimes
Do others consider yourself pretty?: some do
Got any Pets?: yes
If so, What kind of pets?: cat, turtles
What are their names?: elmo; timmy and tommy
What do you like most about your appearance?: my hair color ;)
what do you like most about yourself?: uhm idk

Music
What kind of music do you like?: anything but rap basicly
What are you favorite bands?: Rufio; fata; kittie
Do you consider Good charlotte Punk?: O_O
Been to any concerts/shows?: yes
If so, which ones?: local ones and warped
Do you mosh?: no
Do you crowdsurf?: once
Ever got hurt at a concert?: not really
Ever met a band member?: yep
Who do you ussually go to shows with, if you do?: Col

Love/Sex/Lust
Do you believe in love at first sight?: not really
Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: no =\
If so, whats their name?: -- don't have one!
How did you meet?: WOULD YOU STOP RUBBING IT IN MY FACE. ::sigh::
If not, do you like being single?: deff not
Where do you go to meet boyfriend/girlfriend material?: i dont really go anywhere...
What do you look for in a guy/girl?: personality and being able to make me laugh and uhm nice eyes!
Been in a bad relationship?: nope-- never been in one
when was your first kiss?: uhm..like 8th grade?..wasn't even a real kiss it was like a peck
who was it with?: Psyhco >.<
do you still talk to them?: not really

Friends
Who is your best friend?: Col and laura
What do you look for in a friend?: a hell of a good time, someone that doesn't talk about me behind my back, and trust
Do you have alot of friends or just a few you usually hang out with?: just a few
Who is the clique you hang with?: i hate cliques lol
Who is the funniest?: Celia and laura
who is the most fun?: probably col and laura
who is the shyest?: Ally
who is the smartest?: uuuuuuh..hehe
who is the hottest?: uhm..matt
who is the sluttiest?: *cough*
who is the bitch?: none of course
who has the most common interests with you?: Col
Who do you want to spend more time with?: All of them i guess
who do you want to get away from?: none of 'em
who needs to just go away?: Scott. =)
who needs a new haircut?: Evan!..lmfao
who is the most annoying?: uhm....me?
who is the meanest?: natasha >=P
who is the most honest?: Barbara =)
Who is the worst friend?: their all good friends
Who likes to do the things you do just b/c they want to be like you?: none that i know of
who is stuck on their boyfriend?: Barbara..duh..lol
Who is the most hard working?: uhm...idk!
who is the laziest?: Me and laura and col

This Or That
Live with parents or alone?: live with parents
Be rich and not loved...or poor and loved: poor and loved
Die happy or die rich?: die happy
Good Charlotts or Simple Plan?: none
AFI or Sublime?: AFI
Go to bed late or early?: late
watch movies all night or go out?: deff go out!!
hang with your boyfriend/girlfriend or go out with friends?: friends i guess since i dont have a b/f
Concerts or shows?: concert

Favorite...
Song: "I'm the best at ruining my life"--FATA
Book: if i should die before i wake
Author: idk
Actress: idk
Thing to do.: DDR and go to the mall
Person: uhm..idk
Friend: must i choose?!
Month: June-August (no school)
Day: Friday =)
Number: 4
School: idk?
hobby: DDR!
Movie: THE RING!!
Saying: awesome and radtastic
Quote: idk!
Album: take this to your grave-- fall out boy
Band: rufio
Magazine: idk...AP
Sport: i hate all sports
TV show(s): Friends
Radio Station(s): 92.3
Tv Station: fuse
color: purple
Car: honda s2000
Drink: pinapple soda
Food: mac and cheese
Candy: sour patch kids
Thing: samosh my stuffed bear =) and the DDR machine in menlo
family member: uhm..my sister Jenn

In your bathroom
What kind of shampoo do you have?: VO5
Do you use shampoo & conditioner, just shampoo, or 2 in 1?: shampoo & conditioner
Do you use a luffa (SP) or a Rag?: wtf is a luffa?
What kind of Soap do you have?: that uhm...i forget what its called
Soap Bar or liquid?: soap bar..blech even though its gross..
Does your bathroom have a theme?: no..
do you sing in the shower?: of course! i sound like a super star when im in the shower yo! hehe =)
Do you have a radio in your shower?: no i wish
Do you like your bathroom?: no its too small

In your room
Whats your favorite thing in your room?: my exercise ball...hehe..and my computer
Name 4 things in your room?: bed, comp, radio, t.v
What kind of electronics are in your room?: tv, radio, PS2, phone, computer

Computer
do you play games on the computer?: sometimes
Do you have messenger programs?: yes
If so, which ones?: AIM
what are your screennames on them?: breathe no morex
Do you have porn saved on your computer?: no lol
What program do you use the most?: AIM
Do you have an online journal?: chyea
Whats the name on it?: i have like 3; DJ--Bleed_mascara; LJ--xhopethathurtsx; xanga; the_great_teeny_tiny
Whats the background behind it?: uhm...idk!
How many hours a day are you online?: alot!

Random Questions
What time do you usually go to bed?: 1
what time do you usualy wake up?: 6 now that school started
What do you do to fulfill your day?: either hang out w/ someone or go to school
Can you drive?: no
Do you have a car?: no
what kind of car?: --
What color is it?: ----

Emotions
Are you emotional?: sorta im a lil soft on a few subjects
Do songs make you cry?: one kinda does -.-
If so, name a few...: Over it by Rufio
What about movies?: some
what emotion do you usually feel?: usually, im either sad or happy
what does it take to make you cry your heart out?: when i get backstabbed for the millionth time.
Who do you cry to?: my stuffed animals..lol..or i'll call celia or something..
Do you cry alot?: no.
what does it take to get you mad?: not too many things
who short is your temper?: not very
whats the worse thing you've done when you were mad?: threw around some stuff in my room
whats the worse thing someones done to make you mad?: i can't remember
Do you get mad easily?: not really
Do the simple things piss you off?: no i just usually get frustreated cuz im not patient
do you smile alot?: uhm not really..i hate my smile
When you're happy, who do you wanna see?: friends
when your happy, what do you do?: act stupid or say dumb things to make people laugh

Opposite Sex
what do you look for?: personality, and the ability to make me laugh and nice eyes
Whats the best hair color?: brown or black
what do you notice first?: eyes and hair
Are you shallow?: no
Whats kind of people do you usually date?: uhm..idk .
how tall?: not too tall
Muscular or skinny? or fat?: whatever..doesn't matter as long as they are not EXTREMLY FAT or EXTREMLEY skinny
Does age matter?: as long as there not younger lol so ya i guess age matters
What is your favorite place to be kissed?: idk!
Whats the sexiest part on the opposite sex's body?: eyes!
What turns you on?: boys in tight pants ::drools::
What is love?: i dont know ive never been in love
Whats the difference between love and lust?: lust is seeing a hott guy walk by and wanting to do them lol
Are you in love?: no

School
What grade are you in?: 9th
Favorite subject?: th. arts 1
Most-hated teacher?: uhm..idk
Where do you go at lunch?: cafeteria
Who do you sit with?: HEather; ashley; nicole; and there is usally a dif random person everyday..lol
Ever pass notes?: yep
What about those dances, do you go to them?: sometimes..
Any sports?: no
Don't sports suck?: yeah! I think so. Anyway.
Don't you hate school?: not HATE

Friends & Enemies
Honestly, who's your true best friend? uhm..idk..col?..laura?..ashley?..pfft def not ashley scratch that out.
Are you happy with the friends you have?: very
What kind of friends do you have, stereotypically?: uhm..idk..emo kids and weirdos..haha
Any of those ex-friends?: idk
Why aren't you friends anymore?: IDK
Which one of your friends do you like one minute and hate the next?: lauren
Enemies?: not really
Would you die for a friend?: yep as long as they would die for me lol
Anyone in particular?: all of them
Would your friends die for you?: hopefully
Do you think you have a lot of friends?: not really
Where do you hang out?: mall
Who do you trust the most?: laura and col

Love Shtuff
Do you have a bf/gf/crush?: i have a crush =)
How long's it been?: 4 days
Do you honestly like this person, or do ya have your eyes on other people?: its a crush..JUST a crush
Do you think it will last?: -- were not going out..lol
who was your last relationship with?: ---
Why did it end?: ---
Aw. Are you happy with who you're with now?: i not with anyone!
or would you rather want to be with that last person?: --
Have you ever cheated?: i haven't had anyone to cheat on!
Would you cheat?: Never

Ending Stuff
Boring survey, eh?: nah i like fillin out stuff like this =)

bleed_mascara @ 2004-09-08T20:54:00

2004-09-09T00:55:09Z

Well today was uhm..yeah. I woke up at 6 got ready and had to walk to ally's house in the rain..-.-. Got to school and sat in my boring ass homeroom and went to 1st pd. meep! We had to work in group thingers and..and..and i got to work with P.J and some other people and it was awesome! P.J is so hawt and awesome. -squee-...hehe. Anywho..uhm..the rest of my day was alright...chris sat at my lunch table for about 5 minutes and left. Not sure why..haha. Idc..but anywho..i don't feel like typing anything ugh..uhm...i suck in spanish i used to be so great now i sound so white when i talk. i should know more..i am friggin half boricua and i don't know alot of spanish...shame..hahaha....uuuuuuuuuuuhm...tired...my arm hurts so yea..bye.

bleed_mascara @ 2004-09-07T19:26:00

2004-09-07T23:27:08Z

yo. i've been uber tired and was too lazy to update. Well, yesterday me and col went to the liberty science center which was fun. We were in the touch tunnel and she was behind me and she was like "OMG COLLEEN SOMETHING TOCUHED ME!"..and we got freaked out...turns out there was a little boy behind us ^^;. After we left and went to liberty state park? they had THE BEST...and when i say THE BEST..i mean..THE BEST italian ice....mmm...that was amazing..it was like a party in your mouth!..lmfao. But anywho..today was quite interesting...i hate going to school "this time of the month"..it sux big ass. School is super tiring i woke up at 5:50 O.O...i'm going to sleep mega early..mhm. Nothing really interesting happened today. omg..lol..::turns into uber preppy mode:: LyKe O eM GEE!!1!1!one1one!eleven!!!!!11!11 aN uBerLy hAwt GuY tOucHed Mii bOOkbAg ::passes out::..lmfao. But he seriously did. He's so hawt. mhm.. rawr.

OKAY! Well i am really tired...bout to fall over and die...i'm gonna wait til like 10 or so to sleep so bye.

bleed_mascara @ 2004-09-06T01:18:00

2004-09-06T05:19:26Z

lmfao i love messing with peoples heads..>=)

breathe no morex (1:12:46 AM): i want my friggin cat
breathe no morex (1:12:47 AM): !
breathe no morex (1:12:58 AM): where is it laura!!
breathe no morex (1:13:00 AM): WHERE IS IT?!!?
Evilsinister46 (1:13:16 AM): what happened to your cat
breathe no morex (1:13:42 AM): YOU TOOK IT!
Evilsinister46 (1:14:04 AM): really i dont remember doing that
breathe no morex (1:14:18 AM): YOU CAME HERE AND TOOK IT!

breathe no morex (1:14:22 AM): WHY LAURA!

breathe no morex (1:14:30 AM): WHY DID YOU TAKE LULU?!!
Evilsinister46 (1:14:55 AM): wtf are you talking about.......you confuse me
breathe no morex (1:15:19 AM): GIMMIE MY LULU BACK!!
breathe no morex (1:15:22 AM): :-(
Evilsinister46 (1:15:37 AM): who the hell is lulu
breathe no morex (1:15:51 AM): MY CAT! YOU STOLE IT!
breathe no morex (1:15:57 AM): GIVE IT BACK!!!!1
Evilsinister46 (1:16:35 AM): um....sure when i figure out what your talking about yeah
breathe no morex (1:17:02 AM): :'(
breathe no morex (1:17:05 AM): I MISS LULU
Evilsinister46 (1:17:19 AM): right im gonna go now

Do it.

2004-09-05T21:25:35Z

*Who are you?
*Are we friends?
*When and how did we meet?
*How have I affected you?
*What do you think of me?
*What's the fondest memory you have of me?
*How long do you think we will be friends?
*Do you love me?
*Do you have a crush on me?
*Would you kiss me?
*Would you hug me?
*Physically, what stands out?
*Emotionally, what stands out?
*On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
*Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
*Am I loveable?
*How long have you known me?
*Describe me in three to five words.
*What was your first impression of me?
*Do you still think that way about me now?
*What do you think my weakness is?
*Do you think I'll get married?
*If so, to who?
*What makes me happy?
*What makes me sad?
*What reminds you of me?
*If you could give me anything what would it be?
*How well do you know me?
*When's the last time you saw me?
*Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
*If so, what is it?
*Do you think I could kill someone?
*What will I be when I grow up?

bleed_mascara @ 2004-09-05T16:16:00

2004-09-05T20:17:09Z

Take the quiz: "What house of 1000 corpses character are you?"

Baby
This sexy blonde is just like her mother, Mother Firefly. She is cute, funny, and evil. She seems to be "murder buddies" with Otis. Oh and, her favorite movie star isn't Marilyn Monroe.

O_O she weirded me out...