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[30 Nov 2004|03:49pm] |
i have returned to deadjournal my sweets.
BUT-- with a new name.
www.deadjournal.com/users/loveissuicidex3
add it noooooow!!
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| goodbye |
[11 Nov 2004|05:48pm] |
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i'm leaving deadjournal. i find it pintless to write in here cuz no one reads it. I have a livejournal so if you have one to add me!
www.livejournal.com/users/xhopethathurtsx
Goodbye loves.
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| Friends only Bitch! |
[22 Sep 2004|06:41pm] |
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Yeah i'm making this shit friends only. Why?
cuz i feel like it.
sooooooooooooooooooo........
everyone is staying on my list so no need to ask if you can stay. <3
..and no i am not making all my previous post friends only cuz thats just a waste of time.
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| Narf. |
[22 Sep 2004|02:29pm] |
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Well i didn't go to school today cuz i wasn't really feeling to good..soooooo my faja let me stay home :)..under the condition that i do the dishes =/ awh well i'll do them later. UUhm...pfft i must have gotten like 13 hours of sleep O_O I feel asleep at like 12:15(NEW RECORD!..lol)..and woke up at like 1:00! Damn..=D
Nothing of intrest has happened today except me sleeping...and...uhm...doing nothing. =)
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| Just forget me..its that simple |
[21 Sep 2004|06:03pm] |
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Atreyu // bleeding mascara |
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Well today was okay. Went to school. In the morning hung out with Scott keebler and ally before hmrm. I was cold so scott gave me his hoodie to wear =)i still have it...lol..and Keebler kept going "awww you guys are so cute."..to me and scott cuz we we're holding hands lol.. Then in algerbra ashley k was all "Omg you look so cute this morning with scott."..lmfao. ;P. Anywho...uuuuhm..OOOh in theater arts we had to practice the three little pigs..lmfao...and P.J was like 'Can i sign your purse." so he did with an orange highlighter..lol..he put-"I rawk to homegrown with my pants off =)--P.J" Lmfao. haha loser. After school me and ally waited for scott and left and after i hugged/kissed him bye, me and ally we're crossing the street and she was like "blech i hate that cute stuff...its too...cute"..lmfao. hehe. Then i got home...listened to music...and cleaned my room!...i'm still kinda icky feeling so i might take a na in a few minutes. Sooo..yeah!...Bye.
P.S-- P.J rawks to homegrown with his pants off. lmfao.
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| Do it. |
[20 Sep 2004|09:54pm] |
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copy/paste/fill out and post it on my comments thing.
What Would You do if...
I cried:
I asked you to help:
I died from natural causes:
I started smoking:
I stole something:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:
I did something that you could never forgive me for:
What Do You Think Of My...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:
Decisions:
Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Ditch me:
Use me:
Date me:
Rape me:
Beat me up:
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| I get to be the lawnmower!.. |
[20 Sep 2004|09:26pm] |
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the used // just a little |
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Today was rather amusing. Walked to ally's house singing "If you c jordan" i had that song stuck in my head and its annoying like whoa. Went to school and walked around with el keebler and ally. Then went to homeroom. Felt blah all day, damn cold >=[ -growl-. Uhm..i was talking to P.J in math and he still has his braclet thinger from friday. o.0. Surprised it didn't like fall off when he took a shower or something. Study hall is such a waste of a period, especially when you have no hw from the previous classes...-growl-..you just sit there and stare at the wall..-.- uber boring. Health was fun..lmfao. I stole lauren's pen (IT WAS PURPLE! GAAAH!! ::falls over:: purple rawks) Anywhooo, i stole her pen and then she took my bookbag so i was attempting to take her binder..lmfao. We we;re being so loud and the teacher didn't even yell at us =D. I eventaully got her binder and she was trying to rip it out of my hands. Lmfao. then i eventually gave her her stuff back..lol. Theater arts is an awesome class!..lol...We have to like act out stuff called 'pantomines' which are actions without words...and we're in groups. I'm with P.J, Christina Figeroa, Jessica Bates, and some other chick. We have to pantomine being on vaction, being a lawnmower o.0, and the three little pigs. Lmfao its soo funny cuz i have to walk on my hands while P.J holds my feet and two people are gonna be the wheels and someones gonna be a blade of grass..lmfao. I LOVE that class. lol...oddly enough p.j was talking to me alot...lmfao. And he's like "why are you going out with scott?!"..and i was like "because i like him.."..lol..and he was like "Thats cool!" and was like 'high five!'..lmfao. He wants to sign my purse o.0. Then today after school me and ally walked to nhi's locker and saw Natasha...i haven't seen her in the longest time!..lol..And then saw scott and we all walked outside and i said bye to scott and ran up to ally and nhi and we all went back to T.J and Mr.D let us in and we talked to him for like 5 minutes until the bell rang and we left his class room and walked around..holy crap the hallways are uber small and the staircases HOLY CRAP its like "whoa so small getting claustraphobic >.<" T.J is really small compared to EHS. All the little people are so smaaaaaaaalll. Mrs. Persson was really surprised to see us. Pfft..alll the teachers were..lol...Idk it was cool. We saw Couch. AWWWH..lol..he's so adorable like whoa. He's all short...pfft he needs too stop growing or he won't be able to fit into the lockers in EHS >=). Then i walked home and slept for an uber long time. :)
Now i am here bored.
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[19 Sep 2004|06:58pm] |
you know you love the new layout!..woo!
lol
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[19 Sep 2004|12:22pm] |
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-growl-
i don't feel good. damn you col!! >=|
my nose (only ONE nostril!) is stuffed up.
my throat hurts.
i have headache. =(
i might lay in bed all day.
Scott wanted to hang out today. Don't think i can. =(
Sorry.
Now i am off to go to sleep!..or just lay there and not fall asleep.
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| I'll shine for you |
[18 Sep 2004|11:07pm] |
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Matchbook Romance // In transit (for you) |
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MATCHBOOK ROMANCE
"In Transit (For You)"
Dream baby for me
I'll be waiting here for you
Pack your things, fly to me
[S.c.a.t.t.e.r] me across the sky
I'll shine all night
And just like a
[s.t.a.r]
I'll fall for you
Baby if you want me to
I'd do
[a.n.y.t.h.i.n.g]
for you
Just say the words and I'd [give you the world]
Yeah, but that's not good enough
Starlit sea will be our dance floor
And birds will sing our song
And your scars, your scars will heal
For You
Baby if you want me to
I'd do
[a.n.y.t.h.i.n.g]
for you
Just say the words and I'd [give you the world]
Yeah, but that's not good enough
And Baby if you wanted me to, why not say so
Let me go cause I cant
[s.h.i.n.e]
bright enough for you
I [s.h.i.n.e] for you
I
[f.a.l.l]
Dream baby
for me
I'll be waiting here for you
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[18 Sep 2004|10:18pm] |
wow this looks fucked up.
i'll fix it later.
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| Cross my heart and hope to die. |
[18 Sep 2004|03:49pm] |
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Homegrown // cross my heart |
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Well yesterday was like whoa! Went to the rexplex show with col, saw some bands and played DDR. :). First when we got there we didn't see anyone so we played DDR; then we saw P.J and he's like "HEY ITS TINY!.."..lmfao. He was with a few of his friends and yeah then he walked away and me and col went to go see some band that was playing (A day at the fair?) Yeah and the after we saw then we walked around and i played DDR again. Haha when i was playing..uhm..i forgot what song..some guy kept tapping my hand cuz it was on the bar.. -.- reminded me of barbara. And then when i was playing sync they were like banging the table to the beat. lmfao. that fucked me up. then i played matsuri japan<3 i beat it..lol..then me and col watched some other bands and uhm switched shoes. =) i had one of her shoes one and she had one of mine one..lol XD
( OOoOoh sExAh! )
haha. We saw LOTS of people.(Nathalie; Vince; P.J; Luke; Manny; Greg; and others.)
And Home grown was THE BEST!...they so fucking rawk my sox pants off man! =D
Lol. Nat wants me to go see Kittie with her. I hope i can go. I love kittie. :)
On another note: Chris is an asshole. =)
Good day
Oh yeah. Here are some pics from yesterday.
( yOu kn0w yOu lOve it! )
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| haha...mhm |
[16 Sep 2004|10:23pm] |
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Today was..lol..=D. I hung out with Scott. Mhm..haha. hahaha. We went to Celia's and talked to her for a bit...then we just walked around..and uhm..we got laura...and went to 7-11. and then we went to the park..and then..lol. We walked to her house and then to her other house...and after we were walking and got tired and sat on the curb and yeah...haha. Poor laura. XD I'm not gonna get into details *wink, wink*....haha.
=D
Then we waited for his dad outside laura's house and yeah..lol.
I had another great day.
XDDDDD
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[15 Sep 2004|08:06pm] |
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i am having THE GREATEST day EVER.
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| You kiss me, then diss me but now you say you miss me.. |
[15 Sep 2004|03:04pm] |
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Dude i could possibly be the happiest person alive! hahaha. Today was uberly great. Lets seeeee i was so happy in the morning and now i am happier. OH gee! OKAY..::takes deep breath:: I'm going to the show with col friday and...dun dun dun..P.J is going...woo!..haha..i'm so happy !!...haha.. *cough*..
Nothing really interesting happened today except theater arts and talking to people and lunch and uuuhmm me ignoring ashley a and k. HAHAHA. I'm evil. I was talking to P.J and was like "You skateboard?" and he was like "Yeah.." and i was like "Yeah my friend Scott is teaching me how to skate tommorow.."..and he was like "Who scott kaschek?...he sucks."...hahahahahahahaha..lmfao. I wanna see scott skate now. Everyone says he sucks...hahahahaha. Lmfao.
I am so happy. This is like uberly weird cuz i am usally so friggin emo/sad. hahahahaha.
Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
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| You a lush and i hate it. |
[14 Sep 2004|08:51pm] |
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Well i have been way to lazy to update. Nothing really interesting has happened in the past two days. Uhmm..today..i went to school..and..did some stuff..almost fell asleep in w.history..gdi i hate that class. After school i went home with keebler cuz SOMEBODY went home early *cough*cough*. Anywho..i got home..and..uhm was talking to scott on the comp and he's gonna teach me how to skate...haha..thats gonna be funny. Mhm. lol..he called me..that was kinda..odd. Eventhough he sounds uberly hawt on the phone. haha. Then i called Celia...and i fell asleep. ooo sleep. Now i am here. I..need to do my hmwk....grr.
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i need to stop being so god damn emo.
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| If god dies...i'm gonna steal your glasses! |
[12 Sep 2004|07:29pm] |
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Welp these past few days have been interesting:
Friday; School. I now own Lauren, Scott, and P.J -squee-. I made alittle chinese throwing star thinger in study hall and wrote 'tiny owns you' on it and P.J wanted it and i was like "k but i own you now." and he's like "Thats cool, Tiny." haha..lmfao. Yeah. After school i went to the mall with laura and Jazmin. I had an awesome time except for the fact that i kinda felt like throwing up but not a problem!..haha. Me and Barbara switched shoes for like 10 minutes. i LOVE her shoes!...haha. They were too loose though...and she does this awesome thingy like that chick from street fighter..lol. And i am her mini me. =P. Yeah. I played DDR mucho times. hehe. Yeah i saw lauren, kat, and col there. Lauren was dress so slutty-ish. Living up to her name ;P. hehe. YEah we were like all outside waiting for laura's sister to come and i got 3 hugs from Scott. He gives AWESOME hugs. I think i like him again. But no..I'm not gonna..he likes...ugh..lauren. Grrrrrrr. idk...Yeah and the car ride driving Barbara home was awesome!..haha. Japanese techno rawks...lol..::car swirves side to side::"WE"RE GONNA DIE!"..lmfao. YEah and then i went to Celia's house and slept over. FUUN!..lol. Uhm so yeah.
Saturday; was still at Celia's we slept until like 3 and hung out all day. We walked to gamestop and when we we're walking back we saw lindsey and tracy and they like all hate ashley good now and ashly told her mom she was at celia's and she wasn't so we all went to ashley's house like asking for ashley and they were all like "She said she was with you!"..lmfao. We think she got in trouble. Then after me and celia went to BK and i was like skateboarding in the parking lot. I can actually skate without falling...haha. And we got free pizza and garlic knots!...woo!...and then we wenty back to her house and he little brother kept threating me cuz i threw his action figure. lmfao. i <3 her little brother he is so cuute!..lmfao. Then we started playing blackout and jumping around to some ska. It was fun.
Today; Went to Menlo with Tracy and Celia. We hung out with Mat and yeah. It was interesting..lol..he is so hot. But he likes Celia..and she likes him. ::sigh::..idk..i said to her that eventhough i kinda like him that she should go out with him. I mean what else am i supposed to say 'back off cuz i like him?"..no i'm not gonna be a bitch like that. Even though its eating away at me and bugging the hell out of me. I'm not even gonna tell her it bugs me. But anywho..we went really deep into the back hallways and Mat's pants fell...lmfao. Then he had to leave and we we;re bored and eventually left. I had fun. I am uber tired and have ALOT on my mind.
I need to talk to someone. But all my dumb little problems make no sense and even if i tryed to talk to someone they won't listen. -sigh-
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| my foots asleep! |
[10 Sep 2004|12:42am] |
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